Another Birthday, this time my eldest son, Jonathan who will be 15. It doesn’t seem 15 years ago since I was in the delivery room, waiting for you to arrive, and the overwhelming feelings that overcame me when I saw you for the first time.

I try not to think of all the things I could have taught you, and conversely you could have taught me – it hurts too much

I just hope that at some point in time you will see that I never stopped loving you, and hoping that all was well with you.

Wherever you are, whatever you are doing Jonathan, my thoughts, feelings and wishes for a wonderful day are with you.

Never give up

© lostdad 2017